Showing posts with label child. Show all posts
Showing posts with label child. Show all posts

Wednesday 30 November 2022

all that was all that is all that is to come

 



all that was
all that is
all that is to come
 
the capture of time
 
the hands of a child
 the face of a mother
a dandelion clock frozen in amber
the greying hair
of a warrior woman

all that was
all that is
all that is to come

an earth guarded by three muses
a cratered moon
ascended to the heavens
 
all that was
all that is
all that is to come
 
one last explosion
the final particles 
decaying
to
darkness
 
all that was
all that is
all that is to come
 
 

 













Saturday 8 January 2022

welcome

 


I love guinea pigs, always have done since I was a child. They have a special place and a special meaning in my life.
 
I got my first one, Dusty, a gorgeous Agouti, when I was ten. My father had died earlier in the year. No-one talked to me about it. Not my mother, not family, not friends, not school - no-one. It was a lonely and frightening time. When I felt at my saddest I used to go out to the garage and hug Dusty. 
 
One summer day I had Dusty out in the garden. I turned my back on him for a moment and he made a bolt for the undergrowth. We searched for hours but couldn't find him. I was devastated.

A replacement, Heinz, arrived a few days later. An older but smaller pig, he settled in quickly. And then one afternoon I heard a familiar 'eek' from the garden. Dusty had returned, none the worse for wear. We put him in with Dusty and it wasn't long before we discovered Heinz was a she!

Pups arrived in short order, five of them, like miniature versions of their parents. I loved taking the little family herd out into the garden. Dusty would lead the way, Heinz, followed then a line of tiny pups all eager to explore the world.

And now here I am more than fifty years on and I'm still keeping them. I went to buy some hay and wood-shavings yesterday. That's all. Nothing else planned. Then I saw them in the pen. Thought there was just one to start, then the shop-assistant discovered another buried deep in the hay. How could I possibly separate them?

So Siouxsie-su and Mrs. Peel (don't ask!) have now joined their big sisters, Honey and Princess Harriet. There were lots of squeaks from the two boys in the pen opposite, but there's no way Henry or Gouti will be getting a look-in any time soon!
 
 
 
 



Sunday 7 October 2018

hands



These hands once clasped a child's skipping rope
and twirled it round and round.

These hands once held a lover
deep in the heat of night.

These hands nursed two babies and a grandson
two dead now all too soon.

These hands have served so many
marked with lines of love.

A portrait of my friend.










Tuesday 23 January 2018

dreams and nightmares - no. 18


the scream




Our homework for our Photo Group class this week is the world through the eyes of a child.

So here I am - four years old on my father's knee and a grown man by a computer screen.  It's complicated and the best way I can explain is by sharing a post on the fore-runner to this blog.

Click here to read.

This is how I feel when I remember the knock on our door by the police officers who came to break the news.